Certain things done seem eternal. It is as if the future never existed and so is the case for the past, non exist. They make us alive and profound. Anything out of that is inexistent. In fact our existence itself is define on those “things”. Even if the world comes against us in those moments we will do what we have to do or let’s say what we think we have to do.
You know it, for instance, when you are in the presence of the loved one. When you move to an intensive high or creative moment. On a new adventure arrousing all your senses, in deep suffering with a reason to live for, everything in the world is in pause. Only the source of such intensity matters.
This is what happens when you are addicted. The moment you take the substance or indulge into the addictive behavior is unique in itself. Think about the number of times you fell into food, heroin, drugs, porn, and the moment you said never again. This are very different moments. You are different in those moments. Yes, my man, you are a function.
No single moment of your live is the same, there might be some ressemblance but still there are tiny differences. Your way of lifting up your hand right now is different from you way of lifting up that same hand after 1hr from now. Although it is the same hand, the same movement, nothing tells you there isn’t a small difference, which makes the activity unique in itself. Unique so much so that nothing will replicate it. No matter how much you try to bring back all the other variables, there is something you will fail to take into consideration, even if the most essential variables are present for the thing to be replicated. Even if the difference is small like an atom, that atomic thing can make the difference. In fact it, it is what makes the difference.
You are constantly looking for that think which makes you profound. I am afraid you would usually get lost on the way. Transcend your limits my friend, this makes you profound.
Regards.