Learning to say “NO”

Of all your flaws, what hurts you the most is your incapacity to say no. It is characteristic of those who, like you, don’t know the proper limits to things, to say “yes” to everything. It is also a proof of your weakness of character. People know that and take advantage of that. You are the first to take advantage of that. Farewell.

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The ultimate tasks

As your father told you, never shall you remain on a task. Consider life as your ultimate task. Like every task, there shall be an end. So, like all the task you are brought to do, I want you to give your all, your best. The rest is none of your business. Keep in mind: compared to other task, only life will tell you when she is over with you.

Regards.

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Stagnation

After a steady moment of improvement, I started stagnating on the work on my body. I remained at the same level for two weeks now when it comes to weight loss. To reach my goal, I must make sacrifices. I must pay a price and that is what I am still thinking about and doubting myself. I go and come back. Go and come back, knowing fully that this is not going to bring me to the ultimate weight I am looking for .

Had an amazing conversation with a good friend of mine. He graduated and he is finally moving to a new place with a new job paying him a six figure salary. This is hugely encouraging. This is hugely pushing forward. Now I leave with the hope about the idea that it is possible for me to make this thing happen. It is possible to make it real.

Think about all what you’ve been through? Think about this girl that rejected from marriage. Then the German girl that didn’t even want to have dinner with you. Think about you collage dropout. Your confusion when it comes to live and how to live it. Think about your OQTF. Think about looking for a job. All the humiliation you had to endure. Think about the fact that you lived in the street and went through it. Think about the fact that you’ve been seen by those for whom you’ve worked for as a nobrainer who can’t do anything of his life. Man, you’ve had all bad feedback. Have you learned? What have you learned ?? You were wrong about psychology. You were wrong about restauration, although you have a steady result on that, it take most of your time. You were wrong about your boss and the old boss, he wanted most of your time and you would have sacrifice you youth to that. All those who told you you shouldn’t be looking for capitalism here in Europe are liars because that is exactly how they live their lives.

Think about porn, you locked yourself in that because of the countless rejections you’ve got from girls . Are you about to look at yourself as a failure ?? Are you about to fail your life man??

What exactly would it mean to fail even? Well it will mean to remain dependent on other people for the rest of my life. It means remaining a slave just as I am right now. I’m not free because of my lack of visa. And it is for this reason that the chef even tried to take advantage of me. It is for this reason that he didn’t want to let me go without making sure that I am completely and fully crushed by him. It is because I don’t have a visa that I am generally nice to people. Otherwise I would have brought out their bullshit whenever justice would require that of me.

I will buy nana’s kitchen for she help saving me when I was about to move on the street. I don’t want any debt. I will make sure I don’t have any debt.